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Clifford Warrington

i have turned away from you, and i am godless; you know i've never been in love before. there is nothing of you now, no ghost, no not a trace; no flower, not a seed, nor perfume in your place; i have searched amidst a barren plane of emptiness; i am worthless, it is futile; you're invisible, i am infantile. i have murdered the divine in me, set the goodness free; i have squandered it all, i am less than the sum, i am parts of the whole; there is something missing, there is something I stole...
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10 [Tue 30 Aug @ 9:36pm]
[Hexed Private to the Order of the Phoenix]

I can't get the looks from the people we finally found in the Cambrian Mountains out of my mind. They were so relieved to see friendly faces and we couldn't have arrived at a better time. For anyone who hasn't heard we were able to provide them all with food and blankets and get them settled and situated for another week before we could look further into their situation and determine whether or not it was safe to bring them back to one of the camps. Everything turned out and they've joined the ranks in the Forest of Dean.

There were so many children with them. I just can't imagine having to uproot like that and abandon my home with my family on such short notice over the my blood status. As if it's a crime.

Thank you to everyone who was on the team out there. It was a pleasure to work with all of you and it was good to get out of the hospital for awhile.

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9 [Fri 29 Jul @ 4:27pm]
[Hexed Private to the Order of the Phoenix & Dumbledore's Army]

I'm going to be taking a day off to replenish myself, if you get my meaning. Holding off for this long isn't going to do me anything good should I be needed for anything physical and I'm starting to think that even the most repulsive of human beings smell delicious. Sorry for any vivid images that might provide, but I just thought I'd let you all know.

If anyone needs me I'll be back at St. Mungo's tomorrow. I wouldn't mind making a quick stop to some of the camps or even to free DA members if any of you need any miscellaneous things brought by later tonight after I've fed, but let me know what you might need.

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[Hexed Private to Gabriel Montague]

Could you do me a favor tomorrow, or will you be working?

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If anyone for any reason needs me specifically at St. Mungo's over the next 24 hours or so, it's very likely that I will not be there. If it's urgent then send an owl to Warrington Manor. I'll be spending my time with Morag there and if I don't receive it myself she'll be sure to get it to me.

Be alert and keep your noses down. There's no reason to cause trouble for yourselves or the Ministry, and we certainly don't need any more accidents from patrol groups having to struggle with anyone. Keeping your cool will save you that dreaded trip to the hospital, and believe me, all of us here would appreciate that.
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2006 [Mon 27 Jun @ 12:48am]
Two Years Later
SOMERSET, ENGLAND
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8 [Wed 13 Apr @ 6:04pm]
[Hexed Private to Gabe & Adrian]

I think it's about time that I tell Morag the truth. She deserves to know, and the more we get questioned by our parents about when they can expect to hear an announcement that we're with child the more guilty I begin to feel. She seems genuinely excited about the idea and all I want to do is tell her that I honestly don't know if that's even a possibility. From a medical standpoint it certainly shouldn't be, and I haven't been able to find any record of these things happening. Most vampires typically avoid witches and wizards altogether - not to mention they aren't usually witches or wizards to begin with.

It's all so complicated, but she's been so understanding with everything that's been happening and my decision to assist the Order with St. Mungo's that I'm honestly just crossing my fingers at this point that she won't take it badly. I can't expect anything positive to come from it though.

I just can't live with the guilt anymore. Is that selfish?

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[Hexed Private to Senior Order Members]

I know there's no official word on whether or not you'll be accepting my help, but in the meantime should I be avoiding any contact with the Death Eaters that have requested my assistance before or answering should they come calling? I don't want to act unusual if it could possibly benefit you.

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Minus a few shortages in staff, Mungo's is running like the attack in December never happened. We've grown accustomed to longer shifts and the extra multi-tasking that comes with less people working.

Also, with Ministry approval we've moved the Apparition point for Mungo's closer to the entrance. With everything that's going on we understand that some of you hesitate to go out in public even if it's for medical reasons, but we assure you that there is law enforcement keeping watch in the area and we genuinely hope you don't avoid the medical attention you may need because of the recent attack on the hospital.
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7 [Sun 9 Jan @ 1:42pm]
[Hexed Private to Remus Lupin]

Now that Potter's more stable I was curious to see whether or not you had the time to discuss with me what we were going on about before? I admit that I don't have a huge amount of time on my hands but I feel that the topic is just as important as getting back to St. Mungo's. I wasn't sure if I should address this specifically to you or include others, but I only have limited names that I've connected with the Order and I know for a fact that Mr. Podmore has no free time.

What's your schedule like? I don't want to intrude on anything.

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[Hexed Private to Morag Warrington]

Again, I want to offer my apologies for all of the chaos that seems to have followed me into this. Theodore has offered to take an extra shift this week in hopes that I would make it home to see you. What are your plans for the upcoming evenings?

And thank you for the owl delivery to the hospital. The food was put to good use and the others all had nothing but good remarks as to how delicious it was. You have no idea how much you've helped just by doing that.

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[Hexed Private to Ginny Weasley & Seamus Finnigan]

I'm going to step back for the most part and let the two of you handle Potter's injuries for now. Since he's stable and is clearly taking to the potions, he should be absolutely fine in your hands. I'll come by every so often to check up and offer any new advice I might have on his healing process, but the hospital needs my attention as well.

If there's any emergency or either of you need more potion or other supplies for him then please don't hesitate to owl me. I will respond immediately and will arrive as fast as possible.

Your pay should be arriving via owl post this week.

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[Hexed Private to Friends]

Any of you chums with spare time want to come and scrub some floors? Come on, I know you want to.

Also, Ade, I know I owe you and El a visit. I deserve an award for worst godfather.

[/Hex]
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6 [Fri 24 Dec @ 9:18pm]
[Hexed Private to Morag Warrington]

I can't express how sorry I am that I can't be at home right now. I know that this is entirely inconvenient, but I need to be at work right now with everything going on.

Unfortunately I can't promise that this isn't going to be a smooth ride. It's very likely that I'll be working often and at inconsistent times with this war going on.

That being said, things will very likely change soon. My former agreement to support the people which my step-father expects me to is very likely going to be broken after what I've seen at St. Mungo's. I won't stand here and watch as they menace the innocent, and I certainly won't keep quiet anymore.

No matter what happens though, I promise you I'll keep you safe. Perhaps this marriage was arranged but I don't break vows, and I don't say what I don't mean.

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[Hexed Private to Remus Lupin & Sturgis Podmore]

I'm almost certain I saw both of your names amongst those that are involved with the Order of the Phoenix.

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[Hexed Against Death Eaters/Supporters]

Despite what has occurred at St. Mungo's, the public is still being allowed through the doors for any emergency or illness. We apologize in advance for any waits you may experience and any inconvenience the wreckage of various floors may cause.

We understand that many of you are concerned for your loved ones, but we ensure that we are doing everything possible to help those that were injured in the attack.

Our trainees will be filling the places of the Healers lost and I have complete confidence in their ability to do their best with each patient. Their movements will be monitored as best as they can be at the given time and any drastic action will require the approval of a Healer.

Merry Christmas.
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5 [Sat 30 Oct @ 12:53pm]
[Hexed Private to Self]

Could it possibly be more ironic that I'm playing "The Dark Master" at a vampire themed party? I felt like it would be rude to say no, but now I'm starting to wonder what everyone will expect when the "Dark Master" shows up. The Wizarding World doesn't know all that much about vampires, and I've learned hundreds of new things since being turned than what I learned at school. I'll have to talk to Alicia beforehand.

I feel like I need to tell Laney about Morag, but it's not as if I've been keeping it a secret from anyone. It's not as if I was dating her when the arrangement happened, but I think that Laney would have already told me if something like this happened to her. Now I just feel like it's too late to tell her and I'd just feel like an idiot. I should tell her before she finds out herself.

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Guess I'll see half of the Wizarding World at my place tonight. Watch out for the werewolves and vamps that live out in the forest surrounding the manor. They tend to bite.
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4 [Tue 21 Sep @ 2:10pm]
[Hexed Private to Self]

This can't possibly be Karma. I haven't done anything to piss it off. Healing Death Eaters shouldn't count against me, it's still a good act. Better than willingly letting someone die. Who am I kidding?

I'm not ready for this and it's not fair for her to be stuck with me. If they knew the truth they would disown me entirely and she wouldn't be stuck getting married to a walking corpse.

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3 [Tue 24 Aug @ 3:18pm]
[Hexed Private to Miles Bletchley]

Flint's in my manor. Came stumbling in here with Malfoy last night after that attack. They've both received severe burns and their lungs are scarred from the smoke. I'm sure he wouldn't mind seeing a friendlier face than mine.

He got himself into that shit.

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[Hexed Private to Lucius & Narcissa Malfoy]

Your son is currently in my home resting. I'm not sure that Carrow kept track of what happened to either him or Flint, but both of them showed up here last night in need of dire healing. Your son owes his life to Marcus, and they're both lucky that they made it out when they did.

Draco has several broken bones from a building collapse and severe burns on several parts of his body. I've done what I can to help both of them, and they're currently resting. I don't advise that they're moved for several days.

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Perhaps the warnings that the Ministry is producing aren't as repetitive as some of the public would have liked. St Mungo's has dozens of new patients due to this attack. Don't make yourself another one by being an idiot and not watching your back.

The sound of sobbing from families awaiting news in the waiting room is devastating.
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2 [Wed 18 Aug @ 9:28pm]
Ask me up to three questions. I guarantee honest responses (or at least as honest as I can be, patient confidentiality, after all).

Why? Because it's slow at Mungo's tonight and I'm on my first break in almost 24 hours.

Shoot.
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1 [Fri 30 Jul @ 8:46pm]
I can take a hint. I might be a little slow on the uptake, but I've joined the vast majority of the population and bought one of these damn things. Not entirely sure what there is to talk about, since I doubt anyone wants to hear me blabber on about work, and really that's all I do lately.

It's actually decently slow right now at Mungo's and I'm pondering taking the rest of the night off. I need to eat, honestly. Haven't in about three weeks.

So since these are all the new rage, what's the biggest trend to write about?
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Profile;; [Tue 25 Nov @ 8:23am]
a face that awakes when I close my eyes )
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